QATAR 2022

Hey the fifa bid is out and Qatar will hosting the games in 2022.Trying to picture myself 10years from now and I dont see a colorful one.I would 35 +years old,that thought itself is scary enough.Hope and pray for better times for everyone.

Cheers,adios

marijuana rules

Of all the double standards society is run by today,I completely despise is the governments take on marijuana.Is drugs banned because government cares for the citizens healthy or that they cant monopolize it and reap profit out of it. How can the government possibly control what kind of mushrooms I eat and what happens after. Cigarettes causing lung cancer is proven and printed on cigarette packets . Why the hell sell them openly if its a proven health hazard. The same goes for alcohol.

Reckless eating habit causes diabetes ,heart attacks and people die because if it. See the point is people will die because of a lot of reasons ,why stop them from having a good time or regulate the means .

I guess if marijuana becomes legal,no one will bother to buy it from a shop.. they ll probably grow it along with orange and tomato. Unlike cigarettes.

And marijuana is not even a drug,it is not something produced after chemical manipulation. And it is not considered addictive.

Dream of a time when the go green campaigners take this also into their agenda.

smokin away

I am back again, between rushes of all the daily trivia rountine..todayI realised something which made a lot of sense . Once in a while talking honestly to your innner self might get you the answers you want .

For once I can judge what I want to do really .. and figure out how much of it can be done by me. My thoughts no longer are influenced by others.In order to escape from where I am right now , I put up a lot schemes in my head and building up and trying make it seem sensible.

But today,I really sat by myself I realised what ever plans I had made to light up my future , had nothing do with progress/improvement/ wouldn't do me any good.It was just me trying to escape.

Awesome

I have no idea wether I am streching it too far,but I have to say this. How can some one live for 25 years and still be nothing.I have absolutely no clue of what I want to do in life,let me rephrase that"I dont know what I am capable of doing".

And yea I have taken the easier option of ignoring the issue. I dont possess the social acting skills ,I am what I am.But I guess only the achievers have the luxury to behave and make choices the way they like .Else its just a kiss ass world.I am primarily a brash non smiling gentleman.Thats me by default.Waoo. You will know you have become successful in life when you have the freedom of choosing.

What a scandolous life,missed out of lot on learning how to tackle .. they dont teach that anywhere.Impaient and reckless my whole life ,no discipline watsoever.With my very simple thought processor I couldnt compete with the complexities of the manipulative and dishonest people.

Oh..watching Into the wild was a revelation for me.Everything I wanted to be .My ultimate fantasy of escapism.Plain run away from life ,hating the double standards everywhere considered as norms for proper functioning of society.The un written laws.

If life is a race,then the aim of it is trying to be "ACCEPTED". Achievements and victories are nothing more than a means to compare you with the rest. The word best will only exist when you can compare two things.

Between all that nonsense above, I have made some hard decisions about my near future.Goin to make it work this time.

banglore times

Hey,
Funny i almost forgot i created a blog for myself till i read another persons blg and wanted to comment on that.

Having a fun vacation at bangalore .Catching up with friends. People say changes are inevitable.
WTF . I didn change so didn my friends .Met ma buddies after long time. Overdoin all my vices to get it out of my system.Thats the plan .. So far looks like i am goin to get addicted .LoL Seriously I am beginnin to plan my future . not much of a plan jus makin note of things I have to do.

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fucking trapped in no exit zone...
laziness has bitten my ass ..cant concerntrate on nythin.....god knows from where... no i am struckby massive hair loss..of all the solvable problems now i have one that cant be solved..
my patience has run out...being calm just aint happenin.. i dumb enuf to believe it cant be controlled..its the natural reflex and reaction..
The net self help is all money based...they how to lure you into paying them...
I dont have how i am goin to copp with everything.. the tow p's of lyf patience and prayer ..help a lone...tc''

All feeling of helpless ness rushes back when i made this call to guy to get back the money he had borrowed a month ago.How easily he comes with a exucse and shuts me out without an argument.I am dissapointed because i couldn talk him to get my money back.I begin to realise how manipulative man has got,how ruthless ppl are.
How different is logic reasoning of ppl are.The rule now a days"NOmatter what ..you are right if stand by it"