waking daily to nightmare of lyf...noway i see it to be interesting ..maybe i am theh k ind of guy who wants things to happen for me ... without makin ny effort ..
still lack confi.. to make a conversation..win a argument..etc..which i think is very important...
have driven to the track of vices..did find some peace...but got out of it without being addicted to any.
its tru ..lyf is what u make of it..!!! my whole lyf i kept thinking why dont things be as i want it to be..coz i never honestly made a effort to change myself or wats around me.. to a extent...
have tried to take a back seat and hide in the crowd ....
theres nothin to look back to reinforce my confi..
i never tried to change..maybeb my outlook is different.. coz wat i want is others to appreciate me...thats quite unnecessary...
the basics of my logic and prejudice are wrong and biased ..
hardwired to think the worng way ..how am i supposed to correct that....
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